i feel like i lose all my friends slowly like yeah were still friends but each day we talk less until we become strangers again


fact: i will never stop complaining

"You cut up a thing that’s alive and beautiful to find out how it’s alive and why it’s beautiful, and before you know it, it’s neither of those things, and you’re standing there with blood on your face and tears in your sight and only the terrible ache of guilt to show for it."
Clive Barker (via drupes)
ostin uuden huulipunan. awesome. 
"In 20 years I won’t remember today; that scares me."
10 Word Poem" series - #31  (via sssnowflakes)

More of me.
There are millions of thoughts inside my head, and it is like each thought is actually different person. So, I am very crowded inside.  Sometimes, the thoughts are too powerful and I feel my mind is melting. I tried to express this feeling through pen.
check myArtblog
Shit, home alone. Lähen alkoo. 



"I am accused. I dream of massacres.
I am a garden of black and red agonies. I drink them,
Hating myself, hating and fearing. And now the
world conceives
Its end and runs toward it, arms held out in love."
Sylvia Plath, Three Women: A Poem for Three Voices  (via fetuse)
"Putting people down undermines our ability to have meaningful relationships."

Something one of my professors said as we discussed the power of relationships. It’s relationships that make people happy and those should be the center of care when we’re in therapy. 

Unfortunately, we live in an individualized centered society where we focus more on the rat race in our own lives rather than cultivating healthy communities filled with positive relationships. We don’t care who we hurt, as long as we’re in the lead and carry the power. 

Being constantly plugged into technology for our own self-absorption and validation obstructs future generations cultivate healthy relationships because we have created a disorder of disconnection. 

(via refreshinglyconfident)